My Cup of Tea: 10 Random Thoughts I Had Today

My Cup of Tea: 10 Random Thoughts I Had Today

• Wednesday, June 1, 2016

Warning: Really random!

There are a lot of times that my thoughts wander and thinks of the very random things. They just pop out of nowhere. And sometimes, I end up rationalizing, thinking and evaluating them. Here are some random thoughts I have today:

1. I've been looking at my watch. Then, it hit me. Time is really passing by so quickly. In a few days, I will be 25. And I am still searching my thoughts about what steps I should be taking months, years from now. Is it time to let go and find fresh green pastures? Is it time that I really let go of things that are still holding me back? Maybe it is. 
2. I have just finished the petition for correction of my birth certificate. Now, I have to wait for a couple of months for it to be corrected. Oh the agony of waiting. I hope it becomes effective asap. 
3. I remember good times a lot now. I used to be so pessimistic. However, things are slowly changing ever since I realized that I need to be optimist to face the world alone (for now). I am slowly coping. I am beginning to let positivity enter my system. I used to read a lot of books about positivism, but I wasn't really serious about taking every part of my system embrace it. But now, it will be different.
4. I really don't like people talking about my status in life. If you like me, like me for who I am - not because of my status. As a matter of fact, I am a nobody. I still don't know where I am headed. I am currently floating. I don't know which way to take. 
5. I heard the song "Your Love" on Spotify. Once upon a time, someone sang the song to me with a hoarse and trembling voice. lol. I just hope that somebody would actually realize it someday for me. ^^ Or have I reached that point already? :D 
6. I am craving to travel already. My next one is not until July. T_T 
7. I have to get myself into the Ramadhan mode right now. I am really really excited. This time, I will do better - much better than I did in the previous years. I am buying the latest Ramadhan journal, too! This time, I will plan, record and evaluate my Ramadhan. Allahumma ameen! 
8. My mom was really the 'it-girl' when she was young. People keeps on talking about how she is really beautiful, shy, brilliant, fashionista and conservative. How I wish I can live up to her!
9. I was thinking about food earlier. After a while, a superior comes in and hands over a cake to us! I think I should think more about food. haha! Should I try thinking about money, too? Lol! 
10. At 25, I think I should be studying my masters already. T_T But I want to have things sorted out first before I move forward with masters. There are things to take care as of the moment. I hope I can finish them as soon as possible.